Forgetting

I forgot to vote this year; I don't know how it happened, but it did. I was cleaning out my car this morning, and as I gathered up the mail from the week... there it was, my vote by mail ballot.

Now you could say, well, you live in the country and there were only two things on the ballot, two very non-essential things, really. You didn't have the opportunity to vote for the things that matter to the community you are part of, so it isn't that big of a deal that you forgot...

Except.

This reveals a deeper personality quirk of mine - how easily I can walk around in my box and forget the big world outside my head.

Take for example, my love for people and coaching/mentoring. I was deeply impacted by the sacrifice of people in my life, and so I talk about it, I encourage others to think about it, and I am even considering going to school to have more training in it...

And yet, I have to admit that there are times I fail to step up to the very plate I'm creating. So.. while mulling that in my life, and how I am doing really living out what I believe, I was reminded... I forgot to vote this year.
My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, for man's anger does not bring about the righteous life that God desires. Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.

Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it—he will be blessed in what he does.

If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not keep a tight rein on his tongue, he deceives himself and his religion is worthless. Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.
James 1:19-27 - from the NIV version of the Bible.

My Cool Image of the Week

This is from an email I wrote, little modification... bear with it!

A friend sent an urgent prayer need to his prayer team yesterday, and I've been privileged to read some responses... because the people sending them don't know how not to send to all... One response started like this "denver is covered" - I am sure he meant something like "the event in denver is covered" but I instantly got the visual image of an umbrella popping open and covering denver.... as the body of Christ, we are lights on a hill, cities even - lights that satan cannot put out... imagine this world, and all the umbrellas that provide coverage and protection as we hold one another up in prayer - That is the true strength of the church, of the body... And just so you know, if you share your heart with me, Oregon is covered.

Full Circle

I was recently called to walk out my healing... (do you ever feel like you are walking in a multiple choice test?)

A Phone Call - can you pick me up?
A Ride - the story unfolds ...False Accusation... Anger... Frustration... Hope... Sadness...

A Prayer - God, the work you are doing in this mix, it is amazing. Please bring this circumstance to a close. We know you are doing a good work - we long to see things restored...

And then... The question I wasn't sure I could answer - What should I do?

I took a deep breath... and began.....

Disarm. Walk in humble transparency revealing your true character. Walk in false accusation, until it is resolved, even as Christ walked to the Cross - wrongly accused, betrayed, rejected. Know he knows your pain. Know he knows the truth.

We can't solve it. We can't fix it.

Pray - God is the provider of miracles, the healer of families, the restorer of hope.

My friend said she called me because I have some experience with things.... how little she knows... I joke about all the mess I've walked through... but its in that mess that God met me. Sometimes the consequences are life altering and painful - my experiences fifteen (and four) years ago flooded back to my mind as she told her story, and my sadness over those experiences helped shape my responses to her...

There is healing, hope, and freedom to be found, in Christ.

Decompression

Yesterday I wrote out a list of all the ways God has been teaching me the same thing - and today begins my opportunity to decompress from all those lessons...

In order to process forward, I have a little remembering to do... (this is just a little snapshot of the notes and thoughts I picked up along the way, but not from all my recent lessons - I'll write on those another day)

Written in 2007 -
To live you have to give your life away...

Pray, even about the things you fear... You fear God challenging you to step out in faith, and that fear is keeping you captive. (I long so desperately to do the will of God)

We are a redeemed people - purchased from bondage, rescued from destruction.

Written in 2008 -
Keep walking. It is very easy to shut down and give up, but we don't get to choose the adversity we face. Do all for the glory of God. Practice Forgiveness. Love Again.

Jake is in Nepal. I am very excited about what God is doing... pray in an earnest way!

Did I really fly all the way to florida to meet a kindred sister and a butterfly? I guess I did! I flew to florida to accept the blessing that is always mine but sometimes invisible. I love my life!

Written in 2009 -
Free

I sit
I stand
I walk
I run
I fly

Yahweh is the self existent one. (I love this!)

Do the known until God shows you the unknown.